Memoir

A Summer Worth Savouring

I dropped two rolls of film to get developed yesterday. The first of which Iā€™m sharing today: a colour roll purchased from my friends at Analogue Academy back in Australia ($2AUD each, how could I resist!) and kept alive in my Canon AE-1 for 6 whole months. A window into a long summer. My first living in London.

A Summer Worth Savouring
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Getting older is weird because inside your head you still feel like that same 16 year old writing in her journal, but now you have more lines where your eyes crease when you smile.

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Thoughts for Black Coffee & Cigarettes

I kept telling myself that it was okay. That I needed to finish university, satisfy what everyone thought I should be doing post high school, continue to grow a life with my boyfriend and eventually it would happen. Inside however, I was plagued by the feeling that the longer I left catching a flight to Paris, the more the city felt like a dream world that my mind had made up to escape from reality.

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Baby Steps

Of late, I've been thinking a lot about my self-esteem which is something that has been so cripplingly low for over half of my life. I have been questioning what exactly lead me to think so poorly, about myself, my appearance and who I am as a person. There isn't one defining moment but rather it is a collection of fragmented moments of my past that have been weaved together by my brain.

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Baby Steps